song playing: 이민우의
The 'M' Style ft. Tablo
Yesterday was strange. I was supposed to meet a friend, ate Pia, for lunch but Jona called me for something important so I met her instead. Then I went to Starbucks Katip and was with Kaka and Holly for about two hours until our other friends came. We were waiting for time to pass before going to Psych Soc's Acquaintance Party.
And then, while talking with Denise, Yana, and Gina beside the cafe's bar, I saw someone in the table nearest looking at us, or at me? I looked and saw this guy, looking, just looking. At first I didn't mind and I just went to the bathroom. But when I got out and me and Denise were about to return to our table on the other end of the store, this guy again looked at us, or at me? While walking, I suddenly remembered why his face seemed familiar: I've seen it before. I looked back twice to make sure, he was still looking at me I would assume. And that just made me surer about it.
I've seen him before. His face was familiar. It belonged to someone I thought was important to me. It belonged to a friend I once had about two years ago.
But surprisingly, I'm not that bothered. I thought, if I would see him one day, I would be so bothered and I would spend the next few days thinking about what happened two years ago and I would bury myself in regret again. But I'm not. I honestly don't even know if it was really him.
Right now I can just say "Oh well" and get on with my life. I didn't feel bothered at all. And for me to not really feel bothered right now is amazing imo :))
So right now, I'm just living my days in happiness and optimism, I guess. I mean, I'm not like, wearing yellow all the time and desperately trying to spread sunshine all over. =)))))) But I am trying to be more energetic and happy :)
Let's just hope it works out :)
Ja~ :*
Denise Nichole Baje