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Okay so I'm just pissed. Not as much as I was a few minutes ago, but still pissed.
As you guys know (whoever's reading this), I have FIVE MAJOR priorities:
MY LIFE, STUDIES, PSYCH SOC, SoBPH, GUTSY.
My life and studies are somewhat hand-in-hand since all those other things are incorporated in these two.
But for the other three, there are times when I have to choose between them; which is more of top priority AT THIS TIME, where am I needed, etc etc.
Today, I had to choose between PsychSoc and SoBPH.
PsychSoc had the video shoot for the apps' orientation today. And aside from that, Libecom also had their photoshoot (I'm the deputy of Libecom jsyk).
SoBPH had a meeting on the future of the FC (I'm a core staff at SoBPH jsyk).
So, where am I more "needed"?
I chose PsychSoc for a few reasons: one, up until 1PM today, Libecom didn't have a very solid idea of what we were gonna do for the photoshoot. And I was still very pissed off because no one was replying to my brigs.
Unlike in SoBPH, I'm core staff. But there are still the admins and founders. And I already gave out my ideas for the FC to one of the admins so I think I'm less needed there.
OKAY SHE JUST MESSAGED THAT I'M AN EXCEPTION BUT I WILL STILL STATE MY BEING PISSED OFF ANYWAY.
Our main admin said that she was disappointed with everyone who didn't attend and today was when she knew who're really committed to the FC. Well, she cleared up that I'm an exception to the statement, but when she didn't clear it up I was clearly pissed off.
I give 100% to all those priorities, okay? But there comes a time when, like I said, I have to choose, esp between PsychSoc and SoBPH since GUTSY doesn't really have a lot of activities. I'm sorry if today, I felt like I was more needed at PHAn than at Makati.
I just hope you understand that.
That's all. Not pissed off anymore since it's been cleared up on my end so, yah. :)
Ja.
Denise Nichole Baje